This is the definition of uber cuteness! She is slowly learning things, and I am beyond happy that she is all grown up now :') but sad that I could not witness this major process of her life. Ah! I can't wait to be back home and hug this little girl.
Home story aside.
Remember the part where I was determined to finish my assignment before my due date? Well, I have not started. My designated due date is in the next two days. You can say I am in deep trouble for this. Because one, I don't know where to start. Two, I don't understand the topic at all. Three, I am leaving for Sheffield on Thursday. Four, I am going out tonight for a movie.
So its dangerous to say that I am in safe hands :S
Someone punch me in the face already! Ha.
I've been thinking. Are you happy?
One single question can get you thinking for hours or even weeks. I don't know if this is right for me to question it, but oh wells, vulnerable thoughts aside.
Last week I went all out shopping in Bridgend. Probably my first retail therapy sesh in 2012. It felt so great after having to save up for something important.. hehehe. Partially thanks to my parents for sending some dough my way :P (but I'll pay back when I get home. Haha.)
Spring break in a week. Woohoo! Finally a break from waking up early and fall asleep in lectures ;p
I am looking forward for April actually. Cannot wait to spend it with my good friends in Sheffield. Let the good times roll... again! :D
I am going to visit Pembrokeshire for a visit on the 16th! Super excited to see this smallest city in Wales.
This Shell-house from Harry Potter set probably won't be there. But I hope I get to step on this beach.
Just because.
And then, before Exam term starts, en route to Sheffield to meet up with my good friend! Weeee :D
After months of hibernating since November 2011, I finally sprung back to my jogging routine. Was waiting for the weather temperature to drop ever since! Thank God it finally did. This means, spring is almost here :D
Anihoots, I finally did a 4km under 30mins! Not my goal, but slowly getting there.. My aim is to get to 1km for every 5 minutes. Clearly that is yet to be done. I am going to do this slowly but surely! :) Showed my workout summary to my dearest & I already received his invitation to go for a jog session with him when I get back to Bruland. We will see if I can keep up with this man who's already well-trained!! Ekks! :/ Oh! I made to 20 crunches. Frankly speaking, those kind of workout is not my forte.. :(
Workout aside, I have FOUR workload to complete within a month. A presentation, a 500 word report and essay each, a 2000 words and another 3000 words to brainstorm for. I would gladly hit my head to wall numerous times now. But as I said, slowly but surely. Get this over with and then I can revise for my exams in May! And then summer break. Summer Break would be the ultimate price. I will get my summer break!
KC & Jojo's hit is playing on KFM right now. How ironic. Just when I thought of you. Will it always be like this? :)
Anihoo, 1am! I swore to myself to not sleep til I get to my 1500-1800th mark for my case study. Because I sneakily stole 2 days off for some korean variety show and hunky men. Guilty as charged! *grins* so time to work some brain muscles because Monday, the deadline, is super soon! I foresee... no weekend for moi.
It's alright. Week One down, nine more weeks 'til Easter break. Gotta have my head in the game.. heard they made changes to the degree criteria for those HND who wanna take on a degree scholarship. From 2.5 to a 3.0GPA. I survived my ND days with a 2.07GPA. And even that process was super hard to do. What more this? Shiznit. Oh wells, that is far off in the future for now.. right now, I have to work hard on getting distinctions for every semester. (Amin!) Cos merits just won't do it!!
Okay, I think I am done blabbing on this post. If only it was this easy to just blab on my assignment shit. Hah.
First New Year abroad at TigerTiger with my bestfriend and some random people..all day, all night.
Hope you all had a blast as well. Glad that I had someone close from home to celebrate this new year...
Made my NYE/NYD memorable!
(minus the part where I kept missing the person thats been running thru my mind. Sigh?)
No matter what situation I am in, I will definitely smile for you.
Bidding goodbye soon to 2011. It has been a real pleasure serving this year. Simply because this year I've received so much blessing, so much... love that I could not have imagined. Frankly speaking, this is the year that brought up my self-esteem, pushed me towards being independent and all. Thank you.
I wish you all well. Not gonna say the typical "Happy New Year" but.. Lets survive another new year! :)
Gonna spend my New Years Eve and Day with my two good friends, Affy & Hadi, here in Cardiff! Lets!
So glad that they made the effort to come and see me all the way from Sheffield.
Who would have thought that I'd be happy doing this. Who would have thought I'd grow to love this.
Hi December! Final month for the year 2011. Time flies, right?! Wooh. A tough year for me... with great outcomes.
:)
Uni is out, WINTER BREAK IS HERE!! Hooray! Autumn Term is over! I got through a shaky 12 weeks journey in Uni. I thought I would drown in everything but praises to Him, it has been such a blessing, be it in directly or even disguise! I know its too early for me to celebrate with this being over.. I am just glad that I got through this phase; through thick and thin. I think I just needed to share my joy. Like I always do ;D
Also, I am so proud of myself. *pats back Considering that I took a dive on a very very wrong course for my HND, I surprisingly outdid myself. Recently got few of results back in my hands, so far its ranging from an A to a B! Score! Blessed! What I have to worry about now is:
1) Summer Work Placement 2) Major Core Module Exams in May 2012 (WHY SHOULD IT BE ON MY BIRTHDAY MONTH?!) 3) Getting through Assignments Sea for Term 2 & 3. 4) Try very very hard to save ££££££ in order for me to get back to my favourite arms!! 5) Another input to save up £££ for me to have a perfect getaway! All this... I surrender unto Him. All I can do is just plan.
Oh! Scored myself a Kina Grannis's Meet & Greet Ticket in Bristol! Excitement!!!! :D
At last. I spent my Saturday with the two person who made me feel closer to home whilst in Wales; my dearest cousin, Neta and my boyfriend's sister, Lydia.
I don't know how to explain how my Saturday kicked off.. but here's a hint.
Despite walking in the rain for 20mins, glad to make it to UWIC in one piece :P
After induction :)
Always eager for FREE food! :P
With Hani, at Bute Park. Walking back from UWIC Llandaff Campus.
Lookie! A friend spotted a graffiti of "Jay" and said that its for me. Lol.
My new sanctuary! :D :D
The place that I am living now..
Greetings from my room! :) So happy that everything is set now.. Less worry weight on my shoulder and family.
House-mates are amazing.
We've got lotsa food here to keep us fat. :P
I found the perfect red canvas sneakers today at 8th Avenue stores but I did not get it cause something held me back. It wasn't the 10% or price, but it was something.
It may not be a Superga! But it was perfectly fitted to my liking.
I guess me and that sneakers were not meant to be :(
Also, found out my current camera is getting lousy.
I want that Olympus, but I still can wait.
Pokoknya, I want to marry a Dato, live the life and not to worry about $$$! Tapi iksin ku.
Some more, today turns out to be my most bitter day! I swear my energy was contagious. I've been frowning since 5am. Daddy even brought me for some clothes shopping; did not help either! :(
Nyeh.
Lets leave it to that. Cool off, cool off, cool off.
I was definitely not me on a Monday morning. I guess I turned into my alter ego the minute I open my eyes to a text. But I came around, and all that is buried in the hatchet now. My soft spot always win me inside, and that's a bummer sometimes! Nyeh :P
Anihoo, I rolled the most bluest day in the week with my sister and cousin for wedding duties! Not gonna jot every detail here but, yes, i love what happened in between those times we had :) Random meaningful conversations!
Also, that Monday was made up of full of my "first time". Serious shit.
First time to be super pissed at a certain someone! :P :P :P
It was my first ever to dine in Capers Restaurant & De'Olde Cottage Cafe.
(photo above! VERY LOVELY PLACE! I would come back!)
Lastly, there were two bahasa barunai that came to my knowledge, menyacak and sederet. Lol.
I started my day with a simple morning prayer of "May today bring great news and... well, anything great! Amen.", and little did I know, it sailed off smoothly. From beginning to end. From point A to point B. I guess we have to keep our faith on go every single time in what He has in store for us from day to day. Cast our worries & allow the good times roll. Whatever it may be, may be. We gotta believe in something despite the worry bug! :)
I am very content. I am more than smiles, actually! I don't know what is more than joy, but that is what I am feeling now. I think its contagious! Can you feel it?!! Okay, maybe not ;D
Getting an overall band-score of 7.0 out of 9.0 for not much effort of practice or preparation really took me by surprise. Finally, great to know it really "paid" off... after months of pestering my parents to enrol me for one. And I am super glad that they are glad with the outcome. That is what matters, yes? YES! Paying them off with bits of my little achievements. * Cue happy tears*
Some more, what brought something brighter to my great Friday was to smell a familiar perfume again, even for a moment ;)
Really, THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!
Here's a little reminder:
Do what makes you happy,
be with who makes you smile,
laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.
We had an exciting start during the day and then, there was a point where it got bumpy cos none wanted to take the blame but all is well because we both have a soft spot for each other secretly ;D. I am very happy that tonight happened, putting the sudden irrelevant argument aside and just bury the hatchet. You know what they say, don't make decisions based on a temporary anger/upset feeling. I personally think I am the coolest girlfriend anyone can get! hahahahahaha, okay, I ought to stop flattering myself. That was an overstatement, I suppose. That's just my thinking. Who cares.
We headed to Marilyns for dinner and then Excapade after to join my sisters. Right there on, the conversation of how the situation would be at the airport and what nots made its way to the table. I honestly wanted to shed tears just from the thought of it... but I held it in! :)) but sigh sigh sigh.
"Couple ne eh" - Lol, Affy and his very interesting tee.
:D
Had iftar with them tonight at Rizqun. Meet my soon-to-be UWIC family! :))
Also tonight, at CB with some of ma bunch of BridEx lavlies!
So far, so good.
Mad happy that I have great friends who tries their hardest to squeeze me (and maybe vice versa :P) into their schedule in spite of short notice, distance and time limitation :) :) :)
I really love it when people make time for me just like that. Just 'cause.
Makes me feel super special! :D
Last weekend I spent mine with ma homies back in Miri.
Today I spent it with few of my BridEx darlings :)) and this was last minute, and surprising. Cause initially, it was only Dee & Yana who could make it, but.. yay! I love surprises!! :D
Tomorrow night would be my Y♥ :D :D :D :D
On a very MTKI (tapi ingau sikit) note, ada kawan mek sik gik ingat ya ada skype date ngan mek. Polah mek marah, sik, sedih pun sik. Polah mek malas lah.. Sik hal kan ia padah ngan mek mun sik jadi :P Nang cam nyak dari dulu. Sik mek heran tok :P mun mek simpan buku hutang masa, memang ya nombo satu kat list mek. Iboh lah Skype date gik. Gago jak.
But its okay, I'm good. It is all good. Not to worry. :))
And this is Tiara being a rascal! :P What happened? Lemme quote this from my sister's caption:
"I miss this rascal. This was taken bout two weeks ago. And what happen was, me and Mayrilene were in the TV room bz with our own FB. Tiba2 so quiet bah...Mayrilene realised Tiara nada... rupanya Tiara walked into one of her parents closet, climbed in and push away all the clothes. She was mumbling to herself not until she realised we were watching menahan ketawa hahaha.."
Ah, my lovely rascal. Aunty will miss you super big time ♥
On a sharing note,
Quote for the day:
Distance doesn't ruin the relationship but doubts do.
Real shit right over there!
The next two years will only be a physical challenge, yes?! Hard but it is possible. Because nothing is impossible. NOTHING. :) Every little thing is going to be alright. *increase self-assurance*
This made me :')
Me: Can't wait to have dinner with you soon!
Y: Can't wait to marry you! :)
BAM! Why in the world a girl would not have a huge smile to that?!!!! LOL.
Ah i love you. I'm as giddy as a kid high on sugar.
Aside from that, I think I finally had a feel good Monday ;D
Skype for the win, but I gotta admit, nothing beats seeing each other physically face to face.
This is the definition of uber cuteness! She is slowly learning things, and I am beyond happy that she is all grown up now :') but sad that I could not witness this major process of her life. Ah! I can't wait to be back home and hug this little girl.
Home story aside.
Remember the part where I was determined to finish my assignment before my due date? Well, I have not started. My designated due date is in the next two days. You can say I am in deep trouble for this. Because one, I don't know where to start. Two, I don't understand the topic at all. Three, I am leaving for Sheffield on Thursday. Four, I am going out tonight for a movie.
So its dangerous to say that I am in safe hands :S
Someone punch me in the face already! Ha.
I've been thinking. Are you happy?
One single question can get you thinking for hours or even weeks. I don't know if this is right for me to question it, but oh wells, vulnerable thoughts aside.
Last week I went all out shopping in Bridgend. Probably my first retail therapy sesh in 2012. It felt so great after having to save up for something important.. hehehe. Partially thanks to my parents for sending some dough my way :P (but I'll pay back when I get home. Haha.)
Spring break in a week. Woohoo! Finally a break from waking up early and fall asleep in lectures ;p
I am looking forward for April actually. Cannot wait to spend it with my good friends in Sheffield. Let the good times roll... again! :D
I am going to visit Pembrokeshire for a visit on the 16th! Super excited to see this smallest city in Wales.
This Shell-house from Harry Potter set probably won't be there. But I hope I get to step on this beach.
Just because.
And then, before Exam term starts, en route to Sheffield to meet up with my good friend! Weeee :D
After months of hibernating since November 2011, I finally sprung back to my jogging routine. Was waiting for the weather temperature to drop ever since! Thank God it finally did. This means, spring is almost here :D
Anihoots, I finally did a 4km under 30mins! Not my goal, but slowly getting there.. My aim is to get to 1km for every 5 minutes. Clearly that is yet to be done. I am going to do this slowly but surely! :) Showed my workout summary to my dearest & I already received his invitation to go for a jog session with him when I get back to Bruland. We will see if I can keep up with this man who's already well-trained!! Ekks! :/ Oh! I made to 20 crunches. Frankly speaking, those kind of workout is not my forte.. :(
Workout aside, I have FOUR workload to complete within a month. A presentation, a 500 word report and essay each, a 2000 words and another 3000 words to brainstorm for. I would gladly hit my head to wall numerous times now. But as I said, slowly but surely. Get this over with and then I can revise for my exams in May! And then summer break. Summer Break would be the ultimate price. I will get my summer break!
KC & Jojo's hit is playing on KFM right now. How ironic. Just when I thought of you. Will it always be like this? :)
Anihoo, 1am! I swore to myself to not sleep til I get to my 1500-1800th mark for my case study. Because I sneakily stole 2 days off for some korean variety show and hunky men. Guilty as charged! *grins* so time to work some brain muscles because Monday, the deadline, is super soon! I foresee... no weekend for moi.
It's alright. Week One down, nine more weeks 'til Easter break. Gotta have my head in the game.. heard they made changes to the degree criteria for those HND who wanna take on a degree scholarship. From 2.5 to a 3.0GPA. I survived my ND days with a 2.07GPA. And even that process was super hard to do. What more this? Shiznit. Oh wells, that is far off in the future for now.. right now, I have to work hard on getting distinctions for every semester. (Amin!) Cos merits just won't do it!!
Okay, I think I am done blabbing on this post. If only it was this easy to just blab on my assignment shit. Hah.
First New Year abroad at TigerTiger with my bestfriend and some random people..all day, all night.
Hope you all had a blast as well. Glad that I had someone close from home to celebrate this new year...
Made my NYE/NYD memorable!
(minus the part where I kept missing the person thats been running thru my mind. Sigh?)
No matter what situation I am in, I will definitely smile for you.
Bidding goodbye soon to 2011. It has been a real pleasure serving this year. Simply because this year I've received so much blessing, so much... love that I could not have imagined. Frankly speaking, this is the year that brought up my self-esteem, pushed me towards being independent and all. Thank you.
I wish you all well. Not gonna say the typical "Happy New Year" but.. Lets survive another new year! :)
Gonna spend my New Years Eve and Day with my two good friends, Affy & Hadi, here in Cardiff! Lets!
So glad that they made the effort to come and see me all the way from Sheffield.
Who would have thought that I'd be happy doing this. Who would have thought I'd grow to love this.
Hi December! Final month for the year 2011. Time flies, right?! Wooh. A tough year for me... with great outcomes.
:)
Uni is out, WINTER BREAK IS HERE!! Hooray! Autumn Term is over! I got through a shaky 12 weeks journey in Uni. I thought I would drown in everything but praises to Him, it has been such a blessing, be it in directly or even disguise! I know its too early for me to celebrate with this being over.. I am just glad that I got through this phase; through thick and thin. I think I just needed to share my joy. Like I always do ;D
Also, I am so proud of myself. *pats back Considering that I took a dive on a very very wrong course for my HND, I surprisingly outdid myself. Recently got few of results back in my hands, so far its ranging from an A to a B! Score! Blessed! What I have to worry about now is:
1) Summer Work Placement 2) Major Core Module Exams in May 2012 (WHY SHOULD IT BE ON MY BIRTHDAY MONTH?!) 3) Getting through Assignments Sea for Term 2 & 3. 4) Try very very hard to save ££££££ in order for me to get back to my favourite arms!! 5) Another input to save up £££ for me to have a perfect getaway! All this... I surrender unto Him. All I can do is just plan.
Oh! Scored myself a Kina Grannis's Meet & Greet Ticket in Bristol! Excitement!!!! :D
At last. I spent my Saturday with the two person who made me feel closer to home whilst in Wales; my dearest cousin, Neta and my boyfriend's sister, Lydia.
I don't know how to explain how my Saturday kicked off.. but here's a hint.
Despite walking in the rain for 20mins, glad to make it to UWIC in one piece :P
After induction :)
Always eager for FREE food! :P
With Hani, at Bute Park. Walking back from UWIC Llandaff Campus.
Lookie! A friend spotted a graffiti of "Jay" and said that its for me. Lol.
My new sanctuary! :D :D
The place that I am living now..
Greetings from my room! :) So happy that everything is set now.. Less worry weight on my shoulder and family.
House-mates are amazing.
We've got lotsa food here to keep us fat. :P
I found the perfect red canvas sneakers today at 8th Avenue stores but I did not get it cause something held me back. It wasn't the 10% or price, but it was something.
It may not be a Superga! But it was perfectly fitted to my liking.
I guess me and that sneakers were not meant to be :(
Also, found out my current camera is getting lousy.
I want that Olympus, but I still can wait.
Pokoknya, I want to marry a Dato, live the life and not to worry about $$$! Tapi iksin ku.
Some more, today turns out to be my most bitter day! I swear my energy was contagious. I've been frowning since 5am. Daddy even brought me for some clothes shopping; did not help either! :(
Nyeh.
Lets leave it to that. Cool off, cool off, cool off.
I was definitely not me on a Monday morning. I guess I turned into my alter ego the minute I open my eyes to a text. But I came around, and all that is buried in the hatchet now. My soft spot always win me inside, and that's a bummer sometimes! Nyeh :P
Anihoo, I rolled the most bluest day in the week with my sister and cousin for wedding duties! Not gonna jot every detail here but, yes, i love what happened in between those times we had :) Random meaningful conversations!
Also, that Monday was made up of full of my "first time". Serious shit.
First time to be super pissed at a certain someone! :P :P :P
It was my first ever to dine in Capers Restaurant & De'Olde Cottage Cafe.
(photo above! VERY LOVELY PLACE! I would come back!)
Lastly, there were two bahasa barunai that came to my knowledge, menyacak and sederet. Lol.
I started my day with a simple morning prayer of "May today bring great news and... well, anything great! Amen.", and little did I know, it sailed off smoothly. From beginning to end. From point A to point B. I guess we have to keep our faith on go every single time in what He has in store for us from day to day. Cast our worries & allow the good times roll. Whatever it may be, may be. We gotta believe in something despite the worry bug! :)
I am very content. I am more than smiles, actually! I don't know what is more than joy, but that is what I am feeling now. I think its contagious! Can you feel it?!! Okay, maybe not ;D
Getting an overall band-score of 7.0 out of 9.0 for not much effort of practice or preparation really took me by surprise. Finally, great to know it really "paid" off... after months of pestering my parents to enrol me for one. And I am super glad that they are glad with the outcome. That is what matters, yes? YES! Paying them off with bits of my little achievements. * Cue happy tears*
Some more, what brought something brighter to my great Friday was to smell a familiar perfume again, even for a moment ;)
Really, THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!
Here's a little reminder:
Do what makes you happy,
be with who makes you smile,
laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.
We had an exciting start during the day and then, there was a point where it got bumpy cos none wanted to take the blame but all is well because we both have a soft spot for each other secretly ;D. I am very happy that tonight happened, putting the sudden irrelevant argument aside and just bury the hatchet. You know what they say, don't make decisions based on a temporary anger/upset feeling. I personally think I am the coolest girlfriend anyone can get! hahahahahaha, okay, I ought to stop flattering myself. That was an overstatement, I suppose. That's just my thinking. Who cares.
We headed to Marilyns for dinner and then Excapade after to join my sisters. Right there on, the conversation of how the situation would be at the airport and what nots made its way to the table. I honestly wanted to shed tears just from the thought of it... but I held it in! :)) but sigh sigh sigh.
"Couple ne eh" - Lol, Affy and his very interesting tee.
:D
Had iftar with them tonight at Rizqun. Meet my soon-to-be UWIC family! :))
Also tonight, at CB with some of ma bunch of BridEx lavlies!
So far, so good.
Mad happy that I have great friends who tries their hardest to squeeze me (and maybe vice versa :P) into their schedule in spite of short notice, distance and time limitation :) :) :)
I really love it when people make time for me just like that. Just 'cause.
Makes me feel super special! :D
Last weekend I spent mine with ma homies back in Miri.
Today I spent it with few of my BridEx darlings :)) and this was last minute, and surprising. Cause initially, it was only Dee & Yana who could make it, but.. yay! I love surprises!! :D
Tomorrow night would be my Y♥ :D :D :D :D
On a very MTKI (tapi ingau sikit) note, ada kawan mek sik gik ingat ya ada skype date ngan mek. Polah mek marah, sik, sedih pun sik. Polah mek malas lah.. Sik hal kan ia padah ngan mek mun sik jadi :P Nang cam nyak dari dulu. Sik mek heran tok :P mun mek simpan buku hutang masa, memang ya nombo satu kat list mek. Iboh lah Skype date gik. Gago jak.
But its okay, I'm good. It is all good. Not to worry. :))
And this is Tiara being a rascal! :P What happened? Lemme quote this from my sister's caption:
"I miss this rascal. This was taken bout two weeks ago. And what happen was, me and Mayrilene were in the TV room bz with our own FB. Tiba2 so quiet bah...Mayrilene realised Tiara nada... rupanya Tiara walked into one of her parents closet, climbed in and push away all the clothes. She was mumbling to herself not until she realised we were watching menahan ketawa hahaha.."
Ah, my lovely rascal. Aunty will miss you super big time ♥
On a sharing note,
Quote for the day:
Distance doesn't ruin the relationship but doubts do.
Real shit right over there!
The next two years will only be a physical challenge, yes?! Hard but it is possible. Because nothing is impossible. NOTHING. :) Every little thing is going to be alright. *increase self-assurance*
This made me :')
Me: Can't wait to have dinner with you soon!
Y: Can't wait to marry you! :)
BAM! Why in the world a girl would not have a huge smile to that?!!!! LOL.
Ah i love you. I'm as giddy as a kid high on sugar.
Aside from that, I think I finally had a feel good Monday ;D
Skype for the win, but I gotta admit, nothing beats seeing each other physically face to face.
This is where my personal train of thoughts goes on a random basis.
My life here on earth are pretty much inclined to the saying of a famous French phrase: "Cest La Vie". Live well, well life. xo