I am grateful for how mature I am today! Seriously. Despite being 21 years old and still not holding a degree, unlike some people.
I don't understand why, but aren't these people tired of making bulls of out of their imaginary shit? And then, to back up their run of the case, they take the PAST to the PRESENT's problem. Live a little please.
Kata sayang, buat secara sayang lah ;) jgn tah dengki inda betampat.
Banartah, pisin majal mengungkit nya ani minta kena daup.
Ku banari krg, menangis tua kali eh.
Tapi iksin ku, I am not that mean or hungry for this kind of shit :)
One tip: Stop worrying about HOW you're in trouble and try to start working it out instead of FIRING it up!
There, my two cents. Now, I have got better things to worry about.
Oh... Grow up, female dogs. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU.
--
Sorry, I just had to type away my ponderings before it eats me up inside cause I don't want to be in line for insecurity :P
Cause as Jay-Z puts it, I GOT 99 PROBLEMS AND A BITCH AIN'T ONE! ;D
I can feel it in my guts that I surely flunked my 1st Year 2 Accounting Paper! Confusions can go die! :( I am terribly fasdfbjasdnfkasn over this. I should have not ignored my urge to study. This feeling is pure bullshit.
But as for me who trust in Him, I believe God will make something better out of it. For He is the one who does my fate. After all, Ps Rafael told me to "Dream big & achieve it!" because he told me that He told him so. So therefore, nothing is gonna stop me. Not this jdnsfkjsndf feeling over some test paper (that still decide my fate in some sense). God is good!
On a side note, Yen is going back to base tomorrow as a working man! woohoo! but I am sure gonna miss him. Million miles away from me, but still close to my heart ♥ :')
-'scuse my cheezzyness please.
I think this week has been tremendously great. I have mybanging boyfriend on my side at most time, met some of the other-half's side of family *winkwink* and me & my big dreams despite the shits that came through. After all, we got to live life to the fullest.
So yeah, I'm leaving you with this cover. Of course from my favourite youtube singer, AJ Rafael & prolly his girlfriend, Jen Suki :)
This was yesterday. Yesterday was FU-FUN. There were Mulan Jameela moments too. Indeed June has started off well.
More on my Facebook. Or go directly to Affyhappens.
And to whom it may concern:
Take away the word "problem" from your life, and change it to a "challenge".
Damn right I was pissed, but my optimism & patience ruled over my very monster in me. (Thank goodness I'm godliness). Because I understand what you're going through. Hence, you should too. I am no heroin to everyone. If there's thing that I can help, I would, but in your case, I HAVE HELPED ENOUGH my dear.
Kesabaran itu menyakitkan, dan kesakitan itu menguji kesabaran.
So, I woke up in the morning, knowing that my hopes came crashing down. Very f-f-frustating indeed. I should have followed my instincts for not having high hopes. But it has always been that way right? - the not to have high hope part. wha'eva lah~
He called his mum last night to tell that he's not coming home today, but might be home probably in the next two week! *crossfinger.
And he left a tiny message for me thru his mum, thru his sister.... and that eventually brighten up my day! :'D
"Kirim tabi kemuh arah Mayrilene..."
I'll just pray for him to do well, 'cause his sister told me he vomited while training. That is not good right?! Not good. Dear Lord, lindungi lah anakMu.
On a quite bright note,
My dearest friend is officially married! Yay! Pictures on Facebook soon! :D
After all the years I lived, I thought life was about finding oneself.
Now, I have to create oneself.
----
It's Friday. There is nothing fun yet but for tomorrow I have a feeling I will have good times. The vibe of tomorrow is very butterfly-ish. Speaking of which, what should I wear tomorrow. I prolly end up with a simple baju kurung.
Last Thursday, or was it Wednesday, my instructor gave us a sneak peek of our results for Enterprise Planning. To my surprise, I was not satisfied for some unexplainable reason. I had good grades for sure. Maybe it was not MY set-goal for it. Maybe I expected a HIGHER grade. I did obtained a 26 out of 30 marks for my individual presentation skills. Maybe I just don't like the overall marks. The whole decimal point in it. I don't like. Don't get me wrong, my grades are good. Real good, just not at my satisfactory level :/
And the other day, life got me wondering... on what should I do next? They say planning makes your work half done. I planned, b-but I forgot what was it. Terror.
Thinking overload.
Hmpft. I am glad things is looking a little better now. Atleast little miss's activity is getting lesser slowly. I just wish her well. Dear God, guide her.
I am a sucker for Facebook and Twitter. 'Cause I am a garrulous coherent POET :D
Instead of finishing up my report work, here I am doing this & ditching that. Because I really really do not know what in the world am I suppose to do. Shows that I don't pay much attention in Language & Communication Class because it bores me - like serious. And add a dead printer to the picture? You see what I mean? How can I finish up my s* work when the printer decided to die without warning. Boo you technology inventions.
Therefore I'll do nothing. Nombre!
Stress teramat sudah dirasai.
I really really cannot wait for the school holiday! I want to wake up in the morning(afternoon) and shower later. And finish off these vampire love story book! And and, spend my many hours with ay♥ only! and only him! pasal i'm not going to see much of you anytime soon in the near future. :( sigh.
Counting the dayyyyyyyyyyyyys,
Its only Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and yay! 10 DAYS OF FREEDOM! I am psych!
After the holidays, final year exams hits right at the brain. Pressure is on baby. Ay bendinto!(ohmy!)
On a side note..... looking forward for tomorrow afternoon :) I'll see you Mr.MJ! :D
Ya me despido, que te cuides. Trabajo trabajo! (work) Nos vemos!
(aku rindu lihat cerita espanol arah TV3. Rosalinda! Ruby! hahaha!) - random.
I watched Bride Wars just now - Pirated DVD. It was good, i like the end part where the narrotor narrated "how a friendship can literally break". Yes, something so wonderful can just break in a blink of an eye. Despite the ups and downs of Friendship, this is one thing you should keep dear to your heart :D alright, I don't want to get all mushy up now.
So, I had my... after-night (afternoon+night) out with Yen ♥ today (and one CNY visit with $5 angpau! lol) , i love you berek ;) Had a wonderful time with him!! Though today was all my treat because my boyfriend is broke lol. But nvm, ikhlas tu yang :) I'll just wait for your turn, love. I miss you already. xo.
Ah, its school night and here I am still up typing random rants because I have nothing else to beside eating & sleeping. How sad cause this is what cause me to be all GEBU.
Moving on.
I hate, no hate is a strong word for an optimist. I dislike people in general saying that how they hate other bloggers ranting about their whatever life - so?
In addition to that, they have this blog, saying its their place to "express" their feelings over something in general and does not give a shit. But what irony(?) that they say that THEY HATE PEOPLE WHINNING on whatsoever. Oh baby, some people needs a reality check.
People people.. the most complicated creatures in the world. Yes, including me :)
And what is up with spamming? does spamming bring spammers any good? a sense of relief issit? Ah gosh, smell the coffee. You want to feel superior, the truth won't hurt - like use your real name or tell whats your problem woman. ( Yes, I'm expressing my thoughts here.)
Gossip is a sort of smoke that comes from the dirty tobacco-pipes of those who diffuse it: it proves nothing but the bad taste of the smoker.
Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.
I love quotes!
Immature bitch on board. ( Okay, I just wanted to type something b-tchy, takpe skali skala. )
Listening to : Britt Nicole - When She Cries.
This song is nice. I love alternative music very very muchie. Awu, I'm being all random here.
Apa lagi.................................................
I'm trynna type a long post here but I do not know what to post.
On a different note,
Should I get a digi-cam or a new handphone? Cause me & Y♥ wants to get one for ourself, but me on the other hand, the "boros" me wants a new KS360!!!! Agh, kill me already. Money kills. Money kills.
Bah yang, simpan tah ATM baby ah!!! hahahahaha.
Alright, I think I'll go facebook-ing. And its 11.25pm. I should really be in bed by now! Toodles!
I am grateful for how mature I am today! Seriously. Despite being 21 years old and still not holding a degree, unlike some people.
I don't understand why, but aren't these people tired of making bulls of out of their imaginary shit? And then, to back up their run of the case, they take the PAST to the PRESENT's problem. Live a little please.
Kata sayang, buat secara sayang lah ;) jgn tah dengki inda betampat.
Banartah, pisin majal mengungkit nya ani minta kena daup.
Ku banari krg, menangis tua kali eh.
Tapi iksin ku, I am not that mean or hungry for this kind of shit :)
One tip: Stop worrying about HOW you're in trouble and try to start working it out instead of FIRING it up!
There, my two cents. Now, I have got better things to worry about.
Oh... Grow up, female dogs. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU.
--
Sorry, I just had to type away my ponderings before it eats me up inside cause I don't want to be in line for insecurity :P
Cause as Jay-Z puts it, I GOT 99 PROBLEMS AND A BITCH AIN'T ONE! ;D
I can feel it in my guts that I surely flunked my 1st Year 2 Accounting Paper! Confusions can go die! :( I am terribly fasdfbjasdnfkasn over this. I should have not ignored my urge to study. This feeling is pure bullshit.
But as for me who trust in Him, I believe God will make something better out of it. For He is the one who does my fate. After all, Ps Rafael told me to "Dream big & achieve it!" because he told me that He told him so. So therefore, nothing is gonna stop me. Not this jdnsfkjsndf feeling over some test paper (that still decide my fate in some sense). God is good!
On a side note, Yen is going back to base tomorrow as a working man! woohoo! but I am sure gonna miss him. Million miles away from me, but still close to my heart ♥ :')
-'scuse my cheezzyness please.
I think this week has been tremendously great. I have mybanging boyfriend on my side at most time, met some of the other-half's side of family *winkwink* and me & my big dreams despite the shits that came through. After all, we got to live life to the fullest.
So yeah, I'm leaving you with this cover. Of course from my favourite youtube singer, AJ Rafael & prolly his girlfriend, Jen Suki :)
This was yesterday. Yesterday was FU-FUN. There were Mulan Jameela moments too. Indeed June has started off well.
More on my Facebook. Or go directly to Affyhappens.
And to whom it may concern:
Take away the word "problem" from your life, and change it to a "challenge".
Damn right I was pissed, but my optimism & patience ruled over my very monster in me. (Thank goodness I'm godliness). Because I understand what you're going through. Hence, you should too. I am no heroin to everyone. If there's thing that I can help, I would, but in your case, I HAVE HELPED ENOUGH my dear.
Kesabaran itu menyakitkan, dan kesakitan itu menguji kesabaran.
So, I woke up in the morning, knowing that my hopes came crashing down. Very f-f-frustating indeed. I should have followed my instincts for not having high hopes. But it has always been that way right? - the not to have high hope part. wha'eva lah~
He called his mum last night to tell that he's not coming home today, but might be home probably in the next two week! *crossfinger.
And he left a tiny message for me thru his mum, thru his sister.... and that eventually brighten up my day! :'D
"Kirim tabi kemuh arah Mayrilene..."
I'll just pray for him to do well, 'cause his sister told me he vomited while training. That is not good right?! Not good. Dear Lord, lindungi lah anakMu.
On a quite bright note,
My dearest friend is officially married! Yay! Pictures on Facebook soon! :D
After all the years I lived, I thought life was about finding oneself.
Now, I have to create oneself.
----
It's Friday. There is nothing fun yet but for tomorrow I have a feeling I will have good times. The vibe of tomorrow is very butterfly-ish. Speaking of which, what should I wear tomorrow. I prolly end up with a simple baju kurung.
Last Thursday, or was it Wednesday, my instructor gave us a sneak peek of our results for Enterprise Planning. To my surprise, I was not satisfied for some unexplainable reason. I had good grades for sure. Maybe it was not MY set-goal for it. Maybe I expected a HIGHER grade. I did obtained a 26 out of 30 marks for my individual presentation skills. Maybe I just don't like the overall marks. The whole decimal point in it. I don't like. Don't get me wrong, my grades are good. Real good, just not at my satisfactory level :/
And the other day, life got me wondering... on what should I do next? They say planning makes your work half done. I planned, b-but I forgot what was it. Terror.
Thinking overload.
Hmpft. I am glad things is looking a little better now. Atleast little miss's activity is getting lesser slowly. I just wish her well. Dear God, guide her.
I am a sucker for Facebook and Twitter. 'Cause I am a garrulous coherent POET :D
Instead of finishing up my report work, here I am doing this & ditching that. Because I really really do not know what in the world am I suppose to do. Shows that I don't pay much attention in Language & Communication Class because it bores me - like serious. And add a dead printer to the picture? You see what I mean? How can I finish up my s* work when the printer decided to die without warning. Boo you technology inventions.
Therefore I'll do nothing. Nombre!
Stress teramat sudah dirasai.
I really really cannot wait for the school holiday! I want to wake up in the morning(afternoon) and shower later. And finish off these vampire love story book! And and, spend my many hours with ay♥ only! and only him! pasal i'm not going to see much of you anytime soon in the near future. :( sigh.
Counting the dayyyyyyyyyyyyys,
Its only Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and yay! 10 DAYS OF FREEDOM! I am psych!
After the holidays, final year exams hits right at the brain. Pressure is on baby. Ay bendinto!(ohmy!)
On a side note..... looking forward for tomorrow afternoon :) I'll see you Mr.MJ! :D
Ya me despido, que te cuides. Trabajo trabajo! (work) Nos vemos!
(aku rindu lihat cerita espanol arah TV3. Rosalinda! Ruby! hahaha!) - random.
I watched Bride Wars just now - Pirated DVD. It was good, i like the end part where the narrotor narrated "how a friendship can literally break". Yes, something so wonderful can just break in a blink of an eye. Despite the ups and downs of Friendship, this is one thing you should keep dear to your heart :D alright, I don't want to get all mushy up now.
So, I had my... after-night (afternoon+night) out with Yen ♥ today (and one CNY visit with $5 angpau! lol) , i love you berek ;) Had a wonderful time with him!! Though today was all my treat because my boyfriend is broke lol. But nvm, ikhlas tu yang :) I'll just wait for your turn, love. I miss you already. xo.
Ah, its school night and here I am still up typing random rants because I have nothing else to beside eating & sleeping. How sad cause this is what cause me to be all GEBU.
Moving on.
I hate, no hate is a strong word for an optimist. I dislike people in general saying that how they hate other bloggers ranting about their whatever life - so?
In addition to that, they have this blog, saying its their place to "express" their feelings over something in general and does not give a shit. But what irony(?) that they say that THEY HATE PEOPLE WHINNING on whatsoever. Oh baby, some people needs a reality check.
People people.. the most complicated creatures in the world. Yes, including me :)
And what is up with spamming? does spamming bring spammers any good? a sense of relief issit? Ah gosh, smell the coffee. You want to feel superior, the truth won't hurt - like use your real name or tell whats your problem woman. ( Yes, I'm expressing my thoughts here.)
Gossip is a sort of smoke that comes from the dirty tobacco-pipes of those who diffuse it: it proves nothing but the bad taste of the smoker.
Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.
I love quotes!
Immature bitch on board. ( Okay, I just wanted to type something b-tchy, takpe skali skala. )
Listening to : Britt Nicole - When She Cries.
This song is nice. I love alternative music very very muchie. Awu, I'm being all random here.
Apa lagi.................................................
I'm trynna type a long post here but I do not know what to post.
On a different note,
Should I get a digi-cam or a new handphone? Cause me & Y♥ wants to get one for ourself, but me on the other hand, the "boros" me wants a new KS360!!!! Agh, kill me already. Money kills. Money kills.
Bah yang, simpan tah ATM baby ah!!! hahahahaha.
Alright, I think I'll go facebook-ing. And its 11.25pm. I should really be in bed by now! Toodles!
This is where my personal train of thoughts goes on a random basis.
My life here on earth are pretty much inclined to the saying of a famous French phrase: "Cest La Vie". Live well, well life. xo
Tuesday, 16 August 2011 4:05:00 am
