Monday Mayhem
Monday, 3 October 2011 4:00:00 pm
I had the worst start to my Monday on my 2nd week of Uni life.
Dreadful. Today, I swear/cussed more than I used to. This place sure is turning me into a new ugly and odd leaf. BUT PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE BE NOT IT, MJAY!!
Ugh.
First, I missed my bus. And then the next bus I suppose to get on to were full. And by then it was already 15mins to my 1st lecture of the day at 9am! but thankfully, me and my friend resorted to call a taxi.. if we decided to walk, it'd take eons to get there... Secondly, our timetable got messed up.
Thirdly, I am fecking broke. I am left with crumbs on my table.
But this is a challenge. A challenge I accepted. So I will (try to) prevail.
On a very geram note, I don't think it's okay for a sudden sorry without any further explanation. I mean, you can't say your sorrys without a legit explanation. No? It is just not right. For a second you were there..and then? Poof! Gone. And then, boom! You're there again. What is this. I don't like it.
I swear I am this <---> close to punch something/someone cos I'm agitated with tons of things right now.
I already blew some foul language to someone this morning! I don't want to get physical. I once did, and I swore that I would not do it again. So please.
I really need therapy. RETAIL THERAPY. But with my condition, I can't do that just yet.
*Mengeluh sampai pengsan*
Kbye.
Labels: personal, rant
This city is made of crazy and I must get out.
Sunday, 4 September 2011 10:00:00 am
This is bullocks.
I should have just shut up and ignored it more.
Damn you, feelings.
Damn you.
Damn you.
Damn you.
Thank you.
Labels: personal, rant
Randomosity
Wednesday, 9 February 2011 2:45:00 pm
Ah, seems like nothing is going my way :(
I think I shall surrender everything into His hand. If I'm incapable, He isn't.
So I am believing that some things falls apart so that better things can fall together. Does that makes sense? :/ I must increase in faith.
Anihoo, heart ranting aside.. I was watching Charlie St.Cloud and I just got to share the quote that was mentioned in the movie that caught my ears;
"Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backwards, honour the past but welcome the future." - E.E CummingsFrankly, I was a bit unsure what this meant. Googled it up and Captainstoryteller did me justice. :PTranslation:
"Trust your heart no matter what all other signs and influences may indicate to the contrary."
And funny that i JUST realized, as I am typing this, that this actually relates to my above rant.... Definitely not kidding... -__-"
Whoa... God is definitely working! Amazing.
Ciao belle gente! ♥
Labels: daily, Quotes, random, rant
MIA FAIN
Friday, 23 October 2009 3:03:00 pm
Depressing jua lagu arah iTunes ku. pffffftttttttttt.
"How are you feeling? What are your reasons?" - Everything by The Juliana Theory.
I am feeling.. hm, i just realized that I can't seem to handle my ego today. It took over me for the past 2 weeks now. MJ is not in control but Mia Fain is. Yes, I named my ego as "Mia Fain" for no apparent reason except that the "Fain" part was originally derived from the word PAIN. heh heh heh heh heh heh.
Why can't I be bitchy instead of bipolar? VWHY VWHY VWHY?!
Bipolar sucks. I just realized that. It sucks much like PMS. But PMS is one visible ticket to get all mad. Bipolar are not visible. Who ever created this...word is jsdnflksdaflsd. Free Umbrellas!!! >:@
HAMAIGAD X_X
Why am I so negative?! Is it because that i know that particular person is not doing well but I am apparently choosing this stupid egoistic over caring attitude? ---> WHICH MEANS I AM BEING AN IGNORANT BITCH WHO SEEMS TO BE CAUGHT UP WITH HERSELF.
KENAPA KAN AKU TANYA MYSELF ALL THIS QUESTIONS AND THEN THE NEXT THING, AKU SENDIRI YANG JAWAB. KENAPA?
*slaps forehead big time. \ darn you emotions.
okay, okay, okay.
I have to admit but;
RINDU DI HATI INI TAK DAPAT AKU SEMBUNYI :(
Some say; "Eat or be eaten."
Thus, I think I am being eaten right now, this second, this moment.
This is probably the circle of life. - one minute you feel the love; the sun shining throughout your days, the next minute the thunders and lightning comes roaring on your rooftop, banging the fear or anger out of your heart and mind. But one good thing about having a bad day is that when the next minute comes, it would come back to those normal days. The smiles will be stretching from one ear to another, you dancing to your feel good music <3
Therefore, I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT VERY MINUTE :D
Wah! Kembali dah optimism ku!
I love e-venting myself out. Because typing all this tension can be stress free! :D
LAVS IT! ♥
Labels: rant
Because we roll both ways.
Wednesday, 3 June 2009 3:56:00 pm
Gangster, Giddy, Retard, Emo.
♥ T!
June has been awesomely great & full of gay(happy)!
See how awesome we roll. Pictures speak a thousand words.
And this picture particularly had to be taken many times.
We cramped in just for a photo, and wanna bang to some music. And also for aircond.
And we're cool like that :)
(tampar tia, Tiera :P)
I love how things seem to be at ease, distracting me from the obvious and what not. I don't like feeling cranky for a long period of time. Like I said per profile, I love the company of my friends :)
Things we do when (insert mood) strikes.
Surround me with laughter, I'd be at my best to live life :)
Labels: daily, rant
APA? SHIT LOAD?
Friday, 15 May 2009 10:44:00 am
Just when I thought my 1st year course was over........... I guess I said that too early. Hmmppppftt!
Wha'eva. Stupid assignments, THREE assignments to hand in within a week time! Impossible when you have to cramp each of it in 12 hours everyday.
Brain dead. Brain is dead. Brain dead!
Database Work, Proper Compilation of Business Plan, Presentation on Business Plan, and reports on Human Resources! Geeez. SO THAT'S FOUR!! FREAKING F-FOUR!
Whoa, are you killing me?
This is such a shit load, thank you.
Consider to be in our place, yes, feel the love of it. It feels like you're in paradise, really.
Why? Why? Why? Oh why?!
So this is a do or die thing.
HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS?!!!!
Now I am getting an early wrinkle at my 19, thanks to the shit load for turning the pressure.
See ya paradise..
Labels: daily, random, rant
Wednesday, 12 November 2008 10:46:00 am
Lets take love to a new height :)
How is the you today people? I have been great lately, scored a merit on my Accounting Assesment which is ok-ok lah, and got glued to few CS battle with classmates instead of hitting the books. Malas much.Anyways, have you been talked about? I am sure everyone has gone through this phase almost everyday. I casually shake my head to this type of people, and I have encountered one lately. Aku jahat. HAHA MJ jahat. Sejak bila dang? I know you have the tendency to stare and observe us every once in a while. Some say, payback always feel good. But I say, let it be, as always for an optimist. Well, enough about this.So yay! It's Happy Wednesday now, and Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday, I would be slacking my ass off! Weekends in Miri! Yay! And yay! I have no more money. *slaps self. PAUSE! *chat sama org* (apakan HAHA)Okay, I am craving for Starbucks at the moment (haritu SAMBAL, had sambal menus for a week in school LOLS) because my friend told me the other day she had one large cappucino for RM15 in Miri with some donuts. Lapar ehh. Hope I have time to grab those sweeties this weekend. Pasal my family is not a big fan of Bintang Plaza. (eh yakah?) dudududu. I need a major haircut. I know I have said this like gazillion trilion megamillion times, and still I am with my lifeless hair -__- Would someone PLEASE drag me to the saloon?! Desperado baby. *shouts APAAAAAADAAAAAAA? <----- irrelevant.Bah. I is the out now!Type my loveletters to you later aligator. Mwachihi! :) ♥Major MJ, roger and out!
Labels: daily, rant
Monday Mayhem
I had the worst start to my Monday on my 2nd week of Uni life.
Dreadful. Today, I swear/cussed more than I used to. This place sure is turning me into a new ugly and odd leaf. BUT PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE BE NOT IT, MJAY!!
Ugh.
First, I missed my bus. And then the next bus I suppose to get on to were full. And by then it was already 15mins to my 1st lecture of the day at 9am! but thankfully, me and my friend resorted to call a taxi.. if we decided to walk, it'd take eons to get there... Secondly, our timetable got messed up.
Thirdly, I am fecking broke. I am left with crumbs on my table.
But this is a challenge. A challenge I accepted. So I will (try to) prevail.
On a very geram note, I don't think it's okay for a sudden sorry without any further explanation. I mean, you can't say your sorrys without a legit explanation. No? It is just not right. For a second you were there..and then? Poof! Gone. And then, boom! You're there again. What is this. I don't like it.
I swear I am this <---> close to punch something/someone cos I'm agitated with tons of things right now.
I already blew some foul language to someone this morning! I don't want to get physical. I once did, and I swore that I would not do it again. So please.
I really need therapy. RETAIL THERAPY. But with my condition, I can't do that just yet.
*Mengeluh sampai pengsan*
Kbye.
Labels: personal, rant
Monday, 3 October 2011 4:00:00 pm
This city is made of crazy and I must get out.
This is bullocks.
I should have just shut up and ignored it more.
Damn you, feelings.
Damn you.
Damn you.
Damn you.
Thank you.
Labels: personal, rant
Sunday, 4 September 2011 10:00:00 am
Randomosity
Ah, seems like nothing is going my way :(
I think I shall surrender everything into His hand. If I'm incapable, He isn't.
So I am believing that some things falls apart so that better things can fall together. Does that makes sense? :/ I must increase in faith.
Anihoo, heart ranting aside.. I was watching Charlie St.Cloud and I just got to share the quote that was mentioned in the movie that caught my ears;
"Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backwards, honour the past but welcome the future." - E.E CummingsFrankly, I was a bit unsure what this meant. Googled it up and Captainstoryteller did me justice. :PTranslation:
"Trust your heart no matter what all other signs and influences may indicate to the contrary."
And funny that i JUST realized, as I am typing this, that this actually relates to my above rant.... Definitely not kidding... -__-"
Whoa... God is definitely working! Amazing.
Ciao belle gente! ♥
Labels: daily, Quotes, random, rant
Wednesday, 9 February 2011 2:45:00 pm
MIA FAIN
Depressing jua lagu arah iTunes ku. pffffftttttttttt.
"How are you feeling? What are your reasons?" - Everything by The Juliana Theory.
I am feeling.. hm, i just realized that I can't seem to handle my ego today. It took over me for the past 2 weeks now. MJ is not in control but Mia Fain is. Yes, I named my ego as "Mia Fain" for no apparent reason except that the "Fain" part was originally derived from the word PAIN. heh heh heh heh heh heh.
Why can't I be bitchy instead of bipolar? VWHY VWHY VWHY?!
Bipolar sucks. I just realized that. It sucks much like PMS. But PMS is one visible ticket to get all mad. Bipolar are not visible. Who ever created this...word is jsdnflksdaflsd. Free Umbrellas!!! >:@
HAMAIGAD X_X
Why am I so negative?! Is it because that i know that particular person is not doing well but I am apparently choosing this stupid egoistic over caring attitude? ---> WHICH MEANS I AM BEING AN IGNORANT BITCH WHO SEEMS TO BE CAUGHT UP WITH HERSELF.
KENAPA KAN AKU TANYA MYSELF ALL THIS QUESTIONS AND THEN THE NEXT THING, AKU SENDIRI YANG JAWAB. KENAPA?
*slaps forehead big time. \ darn you emotions.
okay, okay, okay.
I have to admit but;
RINDU DI HATI INI TAK DAPAT AKU SEMBUNYI :(
Some say; "Eat or be eaten."
Thus, I think I am being eaten right now, this second, this moment.
This is probably the circle of life. - one minute you feel the love; the sun shining throughout your days, the next minute the thunders and lightning comes roaring on your rooftop, banging the fear or anger out of your heart and mind. But one good thing about having a bad day is that when the next minute comes, it would come back to those normal days. The smiles will be stretching from one ear to another, you dancing to your feel good music <3
Therefore, I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT VERY MINUTE :D
Wah! Kembali dah optimism ku!
I love e-venting myself out. Because typing all this tension can be stress free! :D
LAVS IT! ♥
Labels: rant
Friday, 23 October 2009 3:03:00 pm
Because we roll both ways.
Gangster, Giddy, Retard, Emo.
♥ T!
June has been awesomely great & full of gay(happy)!
See how awesome we roll. Pictures speak a thousand words.
And this picture particularly had to be taken many times.
We cramped in just for a photo, and wanna bang to some music. And also for aircond.
And we're cool like that :)
(tampar tia, Tiera :P)
I love how things seem to be at ease, distracting me from the obvious and what not. I don't like feeling cranky for a long period of time. Like I said per profile, I love the company of my friends :)
Things we do when (insert mood) strikes.
Surround me with laughter, I'd be at my best to live life :)
Labels: daily, rant
Wednesday, 3 June 2009 3:56:00 pm
APA? SHIT LOAD?
Just when I thought my 1st year course was over........... I guess I said that too early. Hmmppppftt!
Wha'eva. Stupid assignments, THREE assignments to hand in within a week time! Impossible when you have to cramp each of it in 12 hours everyday.
Brain dead. Brain is dead. Brain dead!
Database Work, Proper Compilation of Business Plan, Presentation on Business Plan, and reports on Human Resources! Geeez. SO THAT'S FOUR!! FREAKING F-FOUR!
Whoa, are you killing me?
This is such a shit load, thank you.
Consider to be in our place, yes, feel the love of it. It feels like you're in paradise, really.
Why? Why? Why? Oh why?!
So this is a do or die thing.
HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS?!!!!
Now I am getting an early wrinkle at my 19, thanks to the shit load for turning the pressure.
See ya paradise..
Labels: daily, random, rant
Friday, 15 May 2009 10:44:00 am
Lets take love to a new height :)
How is the you today people? I have been great lately, scored a merit on my Accounting Assesment which is ok-ok lah, and got glued to few CS battle with classmates instead of hitting the books. Malas much.Anyways, have you been talked about? I am sure everyone has gone through this phase almost everyday. I casually shake my head to this type of people, and I have encountered one lately. Aku jahat. HAHA MJ jahat. Sejak bila dang? I know you have the tendency to stare and observe us every once in a while. Some say, payback always feel good. But I say, let it be, as always for an optimist. Well, enough about this.So yay! It's Happy Wednesday now, and Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday, I would be slacking my ass off! Weekends in Miri! Yay! And yay! I have no more money. *slaps self. PAUSE! *chat sama org* (apakan HAHA)Okay, I am craving for Starbucks at the moment (haritu SAMBAL, had sambal menus for a week in school LOLS) because my friend told me the other day she had one large cappucino for RM15 in Miri with some donuts. Lapar ehh. Hope I have time to grab those sweeties this weekend. Pasal my family is not a big fan of Bintang Plaza. (eh yakah?) dudududu. I need a major haircut. I know I have said this like gazillion trilion megamillion times, and still I am with my lifeless hair -__- Would someone PLEASE drag me to the saloon?! Desperado baby. *shouts APAAAAAADAAAAAAA? <----- irrelevant.Bah. I is the out now!Type my loveletters to you later aligator. Mwachihi! :) ♥Major MJ, roger and out!
Labels: daily, rant
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