Red Bedroom Records
Monday, 22 December 2008 9:57:00 am
yes! :) finally I have my red room, Red Bedroom Records. Eseh, OTH teplang.Though the colour(supreme red) was not my initial choice, I still like it!
It's very vibrant, very dangerous...very RAWR! ha ha ha.
It matches my black tile floor!
And now, I need to change my bed spread to...white? black? or just mix it all up?
Well, I'll just take it slow for now :)
My previous room colour was...ice-cream like? ha ha ha mind me, we painted it antam-ly but whatever. I like my room!
Tomorrow I'll put the furniture back to its place 'cause I don't want to sleep on the sofa bed anymore. But we'll see to that because as you know, I procrastinate he he he he.
Toodles my noodles!
(wth?)
So...
1:27:00 amwhatever.
i hate red tides moment.
boo.
i hate red tides moment.
boo.
temptation much?
Tuesday, 8 July 2008 11:33:00 amI would love to have a new gadget in hand. Something that is rare to find here; blackberry? too common? sidekick? well. who cares anyways. Is not like im gonna get it for real. just my temptation, keeps bugging my mind so much. I like handphones with QWERTY & have the basic; music, 3.2 or more mgpixel camera and so on. with big screen ofcourse. not half ones like the Motorola Q9? (i think.) sigh. why cant everything be cheapp?! but on second thought, if everything was cheap..people would be greedy and forget what is important and what not. So yeah, i basically answered my own question. hahaha.
I want to get a new camera. Need to save and sacrifice more...on food & clothing expenditure -_-" sometimes I just wish i was born rich, but then again, my life is beautiful just the way it is :) oh! my boyfriend's lil sis got a BB (i think, right?) from her sister [!@#$%gygeryqcwiygr8akujelesjhlheouir&*^*&%*^] hahaha.
Ly, uwih sikel... nah,its okay, all is well =))))
I really really want to curl my hair again! Can anyone pimp me out? Sounds desperate ey? no, needy yea? sigh. (Yen, hinting dah ni. HAHAH. nadawah.)
(i would kill for that. but with a little less bust & butt. Kourt's body aint bad too.)
Audrina Patridge
I think I need to work out.. shed a little meat. Anyone to join me? Tiera Fandy? HAHA. But first, i need a new pair of sneakers. eeeeehhhh! so so so so much temptations in life. Gotta go thru, gotta go thru.
i miss being around the ones who left.ay♥
Thursday, 3 July 2008 1:31:00 pmmatthew 6:34
"So never worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own."
I found out today that my very very someone♥ discovered my blog. so hello you mr.1408♥ so, inda dapat lah aku isi perasaan kejiwa ku disini lagi. HAHAHA. anyways, tell me.. is eating a lot wrong? is leaving SMSA wrong? Is entering SVSB wrong? Because I received mixed signals now and then. Venney told the other day, "kau tau asal kwn ku nampak kau, mesti dorg gtau aku - Ven, cousin mu makan lagi." and she responded, "biartia wah.".
I know I eat a lot because I LOVE to eat. So don't go talk about me when there is more to life to talk about. Okay, over emotional here.
and be different.
"So never worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own."
I found out today that my very very someone♥ discovered my blog. so hello you mr.1408♥ so, inda dapat lah aku isi perasaan kejiwa ku disini lagi. HAHAHA. anyways, tell me.. is eating a lot wrong? is leaving SMSA wrong? Is entering SVSB wrong? Because I received mixed signals now and then. Venney told the other day, "kau tau asal kwn ku nampak kau, mesti dorg gtau aku - Ven, cousin mu makan lagi." and she responded, "biartia wah.".
I know I eat a lot because I LOVE to eat. So don't go talk about me when there is more to life to talk about. Okay, over emotional here.
and be different.
Wednesday, 2 July 2008 1:59:00 pm
I want to feel my inner rockstar! Don't you?There are days that I feel like letting it all out, just like that. Shake that grudge, rage away and smile. I love my optimistic self. It puts my feet on the ground, always.
Can't the world be a little more smaller? So I could be a little less closer to my loved ones. I just miss people. People? No. Sweetums. Yes, sweetums. I miss sweetums :) heh.
I love randomness. It's cool (;
I'm cool, are you?
Do miss me.
Labels: daily, Ramblings, random
When the world stop revolving...
Tuesday, 27 May 2008 4:32:00 pmSilence convey the words very much clear.
Awkward moments obviously does.
A distant space puts that question mark right at our forehead.
A sinical look shows thats there's a white secret.
A discreet whisper makes us wonder.
Sarcasm shows envy or despise.
Body language just sums it all up.
Who in their rightful mind say that people wont notice these signs? Clearly signs are noticeable people.
Everyone has an instinct that just tells you stuff in a snap of your finger. Almost like a dejavuu feeling. I don't know if you do this, but i tend to observe every lil thing. Be it interesting or not, i read(sometimes) minds. Hrhrhr. I c an feel a vibe in a way. Bad or good, either way. And what im sensing now is a bad one.
I could just feel that vibe, it rubs me off, making me all f-up.
I may be a bit rough at the edge, but regardless, im very vulnerable at times. I breakdown if things hit me head first. But lately i control myself not to eventhough the situation needs it. Like now. Sigh.
I dont see myself sharing my emotions with anyone anymore. Its too glass, fragile. We were meant to live for sooooo much more! its funny that i give advices to my friends but i myself dont apply that in my oh-so drama moments. Could anyone just slap me? grrr.
Why oh why? these questions might stick a lil longer than i thought. <\3 later.
Labels: daily, Ramblings, thoughts
Bitch is not nice.
Monday, 26 May 2008 12:06:00 pmThere was a moment where i felt like a dozen of bus hit me, damn straight. That moment was yes, funny somehow but despite that it was kinda hurtful? you know when someone misjudge/mis-say (you know the drill ya.) things regarding you when actually what they say was all plain shit. They speak without investigating and all that. Misconception. Whatever the word is..bottom line, some things are better left unsaid.
I felt that again. But this time, i only 'felt' that situation. That 'island' feeling eventhough the situation was not 'island-nize'. Shrugs. Being me, i let things get pass through. I would say nothing and ill just paint a smile through the day because i dont want to tell the whole world that MJ is effing sad, mad, angry, or just plain sorry. You wouldnt want the world to see that ugly side of you eventhough you have the urge to.
You may see me laughing my ass out, thats how i shift my anger. I'm an optimist. I hate to see sadness around me 'cause i myself have that silly thing in me & i dont need to see or feel that no more.
What im trying to express here is that time does not wait for you. You do not want to be all gloomy, waste it for nothing right? therefore, when you feel that your whole world is almost collapsing...cry it all out, stand up & start fixing it before it collapse. And hell ya, ill do my part.
(This post may sound absurd to you but hey, this is my say here. (= )
It may be lameeee. I just dont care.. Break free pls! ciao.
